'Brewing'

I don't know yet. But I'm thinking. About a lot of different things which might sound completely insane to you. Maybe they are all crazy ideas, but something's brewing, and I am pleased.
Almost after years but there are butterflies dancing and something wonderful has happen in my head or heart, which obviously I am not sure of. But whatever this feeling is about its all just very blissful.
I am feeling alive and excited and brand new again.
It is crazy.
I know.
But,
But it's real.
I remember a bible passage which I once read in school assembly "Behold, old things are passed away. All things are becoming new."

Well it doesn't take much to be happy and feel the same bliss that I am feeling. Just get rid of everything that disturbs you, bothers you or make you feel guilty. Take everyday as a new blessing as a new chance to live all over again. Don't give a fuck about how much you spent on your last purchase just look how much you are left with and what all you can do with it.
Be productive. Make people happy, stay happy.  
One needs to say good bye and if you don't do that in a satisfactory way, then you might never get rid of all the splinters out of your soul and it might give you a lot of trouble in every step you take, every decision you make. You just can't sit back and wash years of your life without saying good-bye.
Or can  you?
Well, you gotta make up your mind.
Not just yet. But maybe later.
And let me know what you come up with when everything's "Brewed".
Or before that, if I can help x 

Changes for good :)

A major major change coming in the blogs. I'm not sad anymore.
I am going to discuss pretty things in life and not be a melo dramatic, torned women instead.
Somebody has rightly said if you see things beautifully, everything will seem beautiful.
So fingers crossed, let's try it this time .
You too readers x
Let's do it this time..

Just to be updated.

Already four months into the year & my journal is completely empty, a lot different than what it used to be. Does that define the miseries in life or should I go on with them, I choose not to.
I'm occupied with things I don't even know about, I'm so much free that I sit and cry for doing nothing. I was never like this but I am now.
I've always wanted to be grown up into a well matured woman, and I think I am halfway through(and this makes me blush a little.) & InshaAllah I will even make it through.
Sleepy
Down with fever 102
Nose blocked.
OK bye

Midnight madness;2

Zindagi ek safar hai suhana
Yahan kal kya ho kisne jaana
Arey o leiyo leiyo, ooooo
Chadh taaron se chalna hai aage
Asmaanon se badna hai aage
Pichhe reh jayega yeh zamana
Yahan kal kya ho kisne jaana
Zindagi ek safar hai suhana
Yahan kal kya ho kisne jaana
Haste gate jahan se guzar
Duniya ki tu parvah na kar
Muskuraate hue din bitana
Yahan kal kya ho kisne jaana
Haan zindagi ek safar hai suhana
Yahan kal kya ho kisne jaana
Maut aani hai ayegi ik din
Jaan jaani hai jayegi ik din
Aisi baaton se kya ghabrana
Yahan kal kya ho kisne jaana
Zindagi ek safar hai suhana
Yahan kal kya ho kisne jaana
Di di di, du du du
Oleyo leyo ha haa haa

Please believe me I've been listening to this song for almost an hour on replay.
And I would like to tell you that yes,
Zindagi ek safar hy suhana ☺
Jaha kab kon kiski marle kisne jaana .
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Allah tauba tauba ��������

Midnight madness;1

Sometimes I stand in front of the mirror and not recognize myself.
So don't be bothered tomorrow if I see you and cross like we've never met before.
For I have changed a lot from the day you left & I know even you have moved on from the moment I left.
We've indeed seen the worst but we also saw the best.
But the end was this, we ought to be brave and accept.

Eh, the midnight lameness is what makes me do this neither is it a prose you take months to write nor a piece of poetry that you write sitting beneath the silver moon, this can be a draft or maybe a discarded letter to a lover which was never sent.
With too much of literature in my head I would now like to sleep.

Goodnight x

ABRAJ AL BAIT

I am totally smitten by this statuesque  called Abraj Al-Bait Towers, also known as the Mecca Royal Hotel Clock Tower in Mecca, Saudi Arabia. These towers strives to modernize the city in catering to its pilgrims. And my eternal love for alpine buildings makes it one of the best destinations of my visit to this sacred land.
Oh yes most importantly The complex holds several world records,
•The tallest clock tower in the world. •The world's largest clock face.
•The complex's hotel tower became the second tallest building in  world in 2012, surpassing Taiwan's Taipei 101, and is currently the third tallest building in the world, surpassed only by Dubai's Burj Khalifa and Shanghai's Sh the anghai Tower.

The building complex is metres away from the world's largest mosque Masjid al-Haram which means that just like me
you can hop in and out of the building whenever you want to. In between the intervals of two salaah's you can go and shop inside the complex. It deals in almost everything. You get food of various countries, dates, prayer mats etc etc at very reasonable price with the scope of bargaining too, but i would suggest you should take some bargaining tips from my mamma she's just too good at it.
And oh of course it also serves as the best destination to shop from brands like ALDO, ESPIRIT, MILANO, ACCESSORIZE, STEVE MADEN and many more.. Don't bargain here lol. And also for the food they have KFC, SBARRO, HARDEES, my favourite STARBUCKS, BASKIN ROBBINS, BURGER KING and a lot more. And also we have two three restaurants serving indian as well as pakistani food.
I am going to miss this place a lot for I have spent a lot of time here. Also I am in much Afsos for not carrying my camera with me but still took some pictures from the phone, take a look at them too :)
So whenever you come to Mecca don't forget to visit this place and shop khul ke.
And remember me in your prayers.

xoxo

P.s: Sorry I am late for this post but it seemed to have drowned in the sea of drafts that I own. Found it today so published. Happy reading :)

#My500Words

Dear God,
I am not a keeper, I never was.
Proved it yet once again. Couldn't complete the challenge though I promised to but I just couldn't. Even if I recall my past experiences in life I never really kept a promise. I break them. I break them all. But there are always reasons attached, that I see that you see but no one else does. Life has usually been mean to me. Or maybe that's what I believe. But not always it's been good too :)

Its not that I didn't try to write. I did. I swear I did. I still have 7 drafts which means that I would have posted atleast 11 posts in total. But I couldn't. Some days busy here, some there. And now I guess I have even lost interest in writing. I don't wish to write now. I'm done with it I suppose. Or maybe not. Idk I know nothing. Or no I do. 

Uh, OK bye 
before even this goes to drafts. I'm gonna post it.
Good night x