I need someone.

Cup after cup.
Coffee after coffee.
Apart from Caffeine, Alcohol and Cigarettes we sometimes wish to be addicted to something else, maybe SOMEONE. But with that someone coming to our life we add certain MUST'S to his/her characteristics.
On one such exquisite wandering I figured out my own Must's that I would look for.
And I am so sure these would fit in your list too.

•Someone who accepts me with all my marks & bruises.

•Who understands me better.

•With whom I can share my gloominess.

•Someone to rest my head onto.

•Someone to whom I mean the world.

•The one who would know my sickness only by hearing my voice.

•Someone who would come to my life and tell me that fairytales are not mere tales.

•Who would tolerate me in all my moods.

•Who would look into me eyes and know everything that my heart says.

•Whose first priority would be ME.

•Who would do anything to make me smile.

•Who would take every risk just to be with me.

•One who would text me at midnight just to tell me how much he loves me.

•Someone who would laugh at my silliness but would never let me down in front of others.

•Someone who would just sit and look at me and smile.

•Who would go mad if I don't reply to his text. 

•Someone who won't give up on me, no matter how many times I mess up.

•Someone to hold my hand when the way is rough.

•Someone who would care about my feelings.

•The one who promises to give me a life that everyone wishes for.

SOMEONE WHO MAKES ME FEEL IMPORTANT & LOVED.

(All points mentioned above are tooo fictional in today's world so hold on to the dreams these might never come true.
P.s: Stating the truth.)

Sunshine.

Nothing in this world is all sunshine there are storms too. If you gotta force it just leave it.
Relationships
Friendships
Ponytails
Just leave it.
Life is not always the tea party you want it to be. There are party crashers too.

Ok fine. 
Things will be fine.
Bye x

What ?

Why ?

Why now ?

What for ?

It wasn't required.

Again ?

Why ?

No.

Think & Decide

You still have time. Breath and think. Clear your head. If you want it make it stay, if you don't then let it go ! I know it's not easy but this is going to happen either today or tomorrow. It's on you, you have to decide.

Some decisions seem to be too risky. And we often end up taking the wrong one. What we need to do is not panic, stay calm and think, be focused on what we want the most. And just stick to it.
It's life afterall full of challenges at every step. So don't be afraid and stay locked up in your room instead
Get up ! Smile ! And move on !
To the world of sunshine. And let the world wonder how you did it.

My unbiological sister ♥

I'm a bit ahead of posting this but it's okay. I lack patience and everyone knows.

I believe that there's always a soul in everyone's life we can't go without. And I have one too. So, let me introduce you to the most amazing person in my life-
SARA ♥
• How do we know each other ?
- We're unbiological sisters.

• How often do we meet ?
- We're never separated.

• How much do I love her ?
- To infinity

• How do we address each other ?
- CHANGRIS for life.

Ok, now I can backstack a little bit. We are in love since we were two little kiddos with dolls in hands. And now we are two adults walking hand in hand. I'm hooked with her past years and will forever be. InshaAllah.  She is one of a kind you can never get enough of. One of her amazing talents is that she can change her mood within seconds. There are times when she asks me the stupidest of questions to which I don't have any answer. I just love her to bits and pieces and I swear if I was a guy I would have surely married her and every time I say this to her she giggles. :)

JAANI, I wish you all the happiness in the world and may you get the best man, cutest kids and a lovely life ahead InshaAllah, Ameen.
You are one of the best things that Allah has bestowed me with. You have always been there for me and together we have shared SECRETS, LAUGHTER, & TEARS.
I am so blessed to have you & I mean it all CHANGRI :*  I am forever grateful to have a chuchhar like you in my life.

Umm honestly I didn't expected that I will  write this much but I just can't stop, this post seems to be never ending to me. Haha
So, now

" I just want to let you know
You mean the world to me.
Only a heart as dear as yours
Would love me so unselfishly.

The many things you've done
All the times that you were there,
Helped me know deep down inside
How much you really care.

Even though I might not say
I appreciate all you do,
Richly blessed is how I feel
Having a changar just like you. "

A very Happy Birthday to you.
I love you so much.
Stay blessed.

Bubble & Breeze

And I just happened to have my camera handy and my star kid in a good mood. There are moments when an unplanned post makes for itself a little space. I'm not usually the one who clicks and upload, but I am so excited about it that I couldn't wait.
And so here it is. My star kid swinging around, with the summer breeze kissing her cheeks. I see that there exists a certain kind of
freedom in her life, and she is free from all the bonds that society has been treating us with.  I wish for her the best future, and may her smile always stick to her. InshaAllah, Ameen

"You only live once, and if you do it right, once is enough."
- Mae West