Sunday 28 December 2014

Broken crayons.

Tomorrow is another day. The sun will shine again tomorrow. There are plenty of fish in the sea  and there's light at the end of the tunnel.
Seriously ?
Looks like I've fooled myself enough by now. I don't see anything. All of this seems to be never ending. I have reached that point in life where I no longer give a fuck to anyone, their feelings and whatever fuck they do.
I just can't please people now. I AM DONE !
No matter how hard you try, how good you be as a human they are always going to judge you for numerous stupid reasons.
No matter how hard you try you'll still be an option to them.
But enough !
I am no more worrying about anyone or anything I have no more stamina. I will do what I WANT TO DO . I no more require approvals or permissions I can decide myself.
I am not going to think about tomorrow, or whether there's a fish left for me or not. I am going to keep my head high, wink, smile and move on.
I am not going to sit and cry I will move on,

Because no matter what broken crayons still color.

Thursday 11 December 2014

☆☆Abraj Al-Bait☆☆

I am totally smitten by this statuesque  called Abraj Al-Bait Towers, also known as the Mecca Royal Hotel Clock Tower in Mecca, Saudi Arabia. These towers strives to modernize the city in catering to its pilgrims. And my eternal love for alpine buildings makes it one of the best destinations of my visit to this sacred land.
Oh yes most importantly The complex holds several world records,
•The tallest clock tower in the world. •The world's largest clock face.
•The complex's hotel tower became the second tallest building in  world in 2012, surpassing Taiwan's Taipei 101, and is currently the third tallest building in the world, surpassed only by Dubai's Burj Khalifa and Shanghai's Sh the anghai Tower.

The building complex is metres away from the world's largest mosque Masjid al-Haram which means that just like me
you can hop in and out of the building whenever you want to. In between the intervals of two salaah's you can go and shop inside the complex. It deals in almost everything. You get food of various countries, dates, prayer mats etc etc at very reasonable price with the scope of bargaining too, but i would suggest you should take some bargaining tips from my mamma she's just too good at it.
And oh of course it also serves as the best destination to shop from brands like ALDO, ESPIRIT, MILANO, ACCESSORIZE, STEVE MADEN and many more.. Don't bargain here lol. And also for the food they have KFC, SBARRO, HARDEES, my favourite STARBUCKS, BASKIN ROBBINS, BURGER KING and a lot more. And also we have two three restaurants serving indian as well as pakistani food.
I am going to miss this place a lot for I have spent a lot of time here. Also I am in much Afsos for not carrying my camera with me but still took some pictures from the phone, take a look at them too :)
So whenever you come to Mecca don't forget to visit this place and shop khul ke.
And remember me in your prayers.

xoxo

P.s: Sorry I am late for this post but it seemed to have drowned in the sea of drafts that I own. Found it today so published. Happy reading :)

Thursday 27 November 2014

Bet !

"I knew more about love.. passion.. trust.. luck.. betrayal and destiny when I was seventeen years old than you will probably ever know in all your life".

I BET !

Sunday 23 November 2014

Say.

Two sayings that sum up my life. I don't know only for today or for all the rest of my life .
How can people exactly describe what we feel ? How can they just put feelings into words ? I've been wondering about this for quite long now. Kher, it's because of them that I don't have to explain it to people much, I can just quote my feelings through their sayings.
Like ;
"Maybe there's something you're afraid to say, or someone you are afraid to love, or somewhere you're afraid to go. It's gonna hurt, it's gonna hurt. Because it matters."
-John Green
Haina na ? Somethings are always hanging around we don't want to be with them but at the same time we cannot go without them. I guess we call it "Complicated life".

Ok another one ;

"All I really want to know is how other people are making it through life ? Where do they put their body, hour by hour and how do they cope inside of it ? "
-Miranda July

This makes sense isn't it. I am here sitting beneath the waning moon just lost and wondering what am I doing with my own life where am I heading to ? I am just so occupied with thoughts as of The sadist.  But people I see two blocks down are moving around on streets with friends laughing and kissing each other. How ? How do they do it ?
Sometimes in life it takes every bit of me just to fake a smile. And look at them so comfortable in their skin they are. While I am just bothered about my night suit, it's my favourite and the color is fading -.-

Well, Thankyou John Green and Miranda July for letting me pour out my heart through your words.

X

Tuesday 11 November 2014

Wake me up !

Wake me up !
I've been sleeping for long.
Away from the world,
I've been sleeping long.
In his arms that I fit in best
I've been sleeping.
For long.
Dwelled in fantasies, in love,
In the perfect life ;
With him of course !
Oh I've been sleeping long.
He spoke of love,
marriage and having babies,
I realise Alas !
I've been sleeping long.
Wake me up !
For now I've fooled myself
For long.
Wake me up!
I refuse to be fooled more.
I've been
For long.

Thursday 6 November 2014

Don't be a newspaper !

For quite some time I have been quarrelling with myself whether to share this post or not. But I think I should as it might be useful for some.
So this caboodle of feelings of hatred, love, passion, revenge and glominess has been with each of us at some point or the other.
And as even psychology explains it's always good for the benefit of mind to share these with people.
We kind of feel relaxed after sharing our thoughts with others. And often while sharing we don't realize whom we are sharing it with and that's where the plot begins. We are so so so lost in our own things that we missout on realising who the closed one's are. And speak up things in front of those who really don't care all they could do is feel sorry or get a topic to gossip about with the rest of friends.
Don't be a newspaper.
Just like we read all sorts of news in a newspaper and all we do is feel sorry for the flood or happy for the latest Dia mirza's wedding similar is the case with us people have nothing to do with us, our issues our lives. Than why why to be a newspaper ? And tell the world about our love, breakups, problems. 

Did you just breakup ? Or had a quarrel with your bf/gf ?
Oh, so you're heartbroken. Let's upload a picture on instagram or maybe a nice heartbroken quote would work well for a facebook status followed by a few messages by the "Sympathetic" people.
Now that's cool. You feel better. Right ?
It's over. Han. Relaxed.

No my love no.
That status was read by some old school friends or some college friends with whom you really don't have good terms.  And do you know they are meeting over lunch today. A topic about the social media is surely to take place and maybe your facebook status might come as a topic of discussion.
"Did you read her status ?"
"Oh my god has she lost it ?"
"She's a mad woman."
They might have liked your status or might have even commented "things will be ok don't worry".
But see what are they saying. This happens. Shit happens. But when you've the choice of not being exploited by anyone than why do you choose to be a newspaper?
You have the most closed one's right next to you. Your mom, your dad your sister, brother. They will listen to you, help you, explain it to you, and afterwards will even ask you about how's it going.
So please don't be a newspaper. Own a journal instead. Pen it down. Ask yourself. Give yourself time. Sit back and relax. Seek refuge from the All mighty. Think and act.
But,
DON'T BE A NEWSPAPER !
It's useless.

Stay blessed x

Friday 31 October 2014

Because my heart still beats ♡

Because my heart still beats.
The wounds that you gave still ache.
The dreams that we shared still appear.
The smile I use to smile never came again. The endless fights are no more.
Those eyes that stared me never saw me again.
We had endless problems, but I loved you.
You have nothing more to do with me.
And I’ve poisoned you.
The love that we had can  come again. You don’t have to worry about me anymore.
never
I HAVE UNDERSTOOD.

I am not the same princess anymore.
I cannot fix everything.
No one’s going to help me.
I’m on my own.
I have to figure out how things work here.
And I will.
And when I do I’ll tell the world.
I’ll get out of the hellhole.
I WILL.
Because my heart still beats.

Thursday 16 October 2014

I have to write.

I don't write everyday. It's only after a few days of not writing that I completely freak out and it's only after some sad hours and enumerous arguments with people in my life. I hate them, hurt them and then spend couple of hours apologizing with them for I have made them all upset because of my stupidity. And it is only after all this shit
That I begin something. This time being easy because I am not thinking much and only talking about my present situation and I am not on an exquisite wandering.
I love to write. To pen down every inch of feeling that I experience every moment. Oh no i am not that good of a writer but yes i know i am not that bad either. So I pen down some unrealistic things that can never happen to me but I, I still for my own nerves to calm down and for my heart to take a chill and be happy for a while I write.
I write about my past,not much- it's gone.
I write about my present because it feels like I've handed over the presurre to someone else or shared my happiness with some other soul.
I write I write about my future because I have hope in every new day. My hope lies in tomorrow for today has not given me much. Maybe tomorrow is the day.
So I go forth into the future boldly. Taking steps that might kiss me or even fuck me at times. But it's ok its life.
And then wait a minute something just happened which is more important than this piece of writing. 
And before this blog begins to sound like that of a sadist girl who is lonely, lost, sad, depressed, in a one sided love.
And since I REFUSE TO BE ONE OF A KIND.
I bid good bye x

And yea it's life I take a bold step and move again. And you know how it goes on from here ;)

Tuesday 14 October 2014

A little prayer.

Hey
I am here in KSA. Sitting in front of the holiest place on the earth THE KA'BAH for Allah has bestowed me with this golden opportunity.
I don't know you, Or you might not know me or you may have forgotten me. Anyways I am human, you are a human and so I pray for you, for your family, for your health & wealth. May Allah bless you with akal & shakal and dhan & daulat. ;)
To all those who are reading this I love you all and with all sincerity and love I pray for your well being. May Allah SWT also give you this opportunity to visit this sacred land.
May he fulfill all our desires and dreams. Protect us from all the evil and show us the right direction in every field.
O Allah we are indeed the most sin doers please forgive us for all our sins that we've been doing jaane ya anjaane. We are in the end your children o lord please listen to us, to our forgiveness, to our needs. For there's no one besides you who can help us. We are the wrong doers please guide us, protect us and love us.
Ameen
Stay blessed x

Tuesday 9 September 2014

THE SACRED LAND !

All praises are solely for Allah the most supreme. It is HE who has bestowed me the worthless and sinful servant the taufeeq to perform UMRAH and HAJJ.
Since every human is prone to sins and faults, I will beg Allah most high to pardon my faults and errors. I would also request all my beloved family and friends to forgive me if ever intentionally or unintentionally I've  harmed them by any physical or verbal means.
Since everyone is not aware of Islam and its preachings, following is my little effort to explain it in the simplistic way possible. The importance and significance of this sacred land are so numerous that they cannot be covered in this piece of writing.

It is a fervent desire of every muslim, irrespective of color, nationality, wealth or status to visit THE SACRED LAND, where religious devotions could be fulfilled. The land where one faces not less than five times daily; the land where the KA'BAH, the sacred house of Allah and the qiblah is situated.
A muslim craves and yearns to visit this blessed land, the land where one could have the opportunity of witnessing the birth place of Allah's beloved NABI MUHAMMAD SALLALLAHU ALAYHI WASALLAM, who is the noblest and last of prophets, witnessing the land where he lived and rests in peace; the land whereon the archangel Jibreel Alayhis salaam and all the prophets of Allah treaded.

HAJJ
It is a unique form of ibaadah(worship). It embraces all types of devotions in some way or the other. Hajj does not only mean the carrying out of various devotions but also serves as a training centre where one educates and trains one's self spiritually as well as morally.  It has many advantages, such as gaining Allah's pleasure, which is the height of ambition.
During the days of Hajj a pilgrim devotes one's self completely towards Allah the most supreme.  One leaves behind one's beloved children, relatives, friends, home, luxury, comfort, country and country men.
One also cleanses one's self spiritually by abstaining from sins, vices, carnal and brutal desires. During the journey one also learns to be patient, tolerant and forgiving. At the same time one learns to discriminate between virtue and evil; between piety and impiety.
Above all, the entire stay is spent in an Islamic environment, where one learns practically how to behave and live as a sincere devout and upright Muslim.
The ULAMA of the ummah have stated : ' An individual who performs hajj does not remain the same person thereafter. One will either witness a spiritual and moral improvement, or a noticeable deterioration in one's self, spiritually as well as morally. '

The currency of every country is different. Similarly, is the currency of AA-KHIRAH which is pious deeds and not Dollars, Pounds, Francs, Yens and Rupees. Whilst we are alive let us accumulate this currency too the wealth of AA-KHIRAH. Bear in mind that no man has returned to the surface of this earth to accumulate wealth after his demise. The beauty of this currency is that it never depriciates, as does the currencies of this worthless world.

LABBAYK ALLAHUMMA LABBAYK.
LABBAYKA LAA SHARIKA LAKA LABBAYK.
INNAL HAMDA WAN NI MATA LAKA WAL MULK. LAA SHAREEKA LAK.
Here I am at your service O Allah. I am present. I am present, you have no partner.  I am present. All praise and graciousness as well as the entire universe is yours. You have no partner.

Please pray for my safe journey and may Allah SWT accepts my prayers and qubool my HAJJ.
AAMEEN

( Source: The holy book Quran, sayings by Mufti Abdullah Bin Abdur Rahman )

Wednesday 3 September 2014

★★Twenty facts ★★


Ya Allah ! I am loving these challenges. Thankyou Simran Sharma for bringing this my way. So, Simran nominated me to list 20 facts about myself which I think are really less - eee yah !
Okay, so :
1. I love my Abbu to the cooore.
2. I am strong but only from outside
3. I love babies. (I've one with me right now too)
4. I can't see them crying.
5. I wish to travel the whole world.
6. I am obsessed with bags and diamonds.
7. I wish to fly.
8. The smell of petrol. SubhanAllah !
9. I love attention ( eee )
10. I consider myself as the most talented in my clan ( haha beat that )
11. I go to citywalk mostly to use the washroom ( college one's suck )
12. I am in love with my camera these days.
13. Every 3 months I want a new phone.
14. I wanted to be a dancer too -.-
15. I love my books. I am a bibliophile.
16. I wish that one day someone throw me into a pool of chocolate.
17. I want a home on the clouds.
18. I want to live a happy married life (sorry han.. but stating truth)
19. I don't really eat a lot of food but when it comes to junk the size of my stomach usually expands.
20. I love such games. I have many more facts can I state some more..? hahah

Sunday 31 August 2014

I need someone.

Cup after cup.
Coffee after coffee.
Apart from Caffeine, Alcohol and Cigarettes we sometimes wish to be addicted to something else, maybe SOMEONE. But with that someone coming to our life we add certain MUST'S to his/her characteristics.
On one such exquisite wandering I figured out my own Must's that I would look for.
And I am so sure these would fit in your list too.

•Someone who accepts me with all my marks & bruises.

•Who understands me better.

•With whom I can share my gloominess.

•Someone to rest my head onto.

•Someone to whom I mean the world.

•The one who would know my sickness only by hearing my voice.

•Someone who would come to my life and tell me that fairytales are not mere tales.

•Who would tolerate me in all my moods.

•Who would look into me eyes and know everything that my heart says.

•Whose first priority would be ME.

•Who would do anything to make me smile.

•Who would take every risk just to be with me.

•One who would text me at midnight just to tell me how much he loves me.

•Someone who would laugh at my silliness but would never let me down in front of others.

•Someone who would just sit and look at me and smile.

•Who would go mad if I don't reply to his text. 

•Someone who won't give up on me, no matter how many times I mess up.

•Someone to hold my hand when the way is rough.

•Someone who would care about my feelings.

•The one who promises to give me a life that everyone wishes for.

SOMEONE WHO MAKES ME FEEL IMPORTANT & LOVED.

(All points mentioned above are tooo fictional in today's world so hold on to the dreams these might never come true.
P.s: Stating the truth.)

Saturday 30 August 2014

Sunshine.

Nothing in this world is all sunshine there are storms too. If you gotta force it just leave it.
Relationships
Friendships
Ponytails
Just leave it.
Life is not always the tea party you want it to be. There are party crashers too.

Ok fine. 
Things will be fine.
Bye x

Tuesday 26 August 2014

What ?

Why ?

Why now ?

What for ?

It wasn't required.

Again ?

Why ?

No.

Monday 25 August 2014

Think & Decide

You still have time. Breath and think. Clear your head. If you want it make it stay, if you don't then let it go ! I know it's not easy but this is going to happen either today or tomorrow. It's on you, you have to decide.

Some decisions seem to be too risky. And we often end up taking the wrong one. What we need to do is not panic, stay calm and think, be focused on what we want the most. And just stick to it.
It's life afterall full of challenges at every step. So don't be afraid and stay locked up in your room instead
Get up ! Smile ! And move on !
To the world of sunshine. And let the world wonder how you did it.

Thursday 14 August 2014

My unbiological sister ♥

I'm a bit ahead of posting this but it's okay. I lack patience and everyone knows.

I believe that there's always a soul in everyone's life we can't go without. And I have one too. So, let me introduce you to the most amazing person in my life-
SARA ♥
• How do we know each other ?
- We're unbiological sisters.

• How often do we meet ?
- We're never separated.

• How much do I love her ?
- To infinity

• How do we address each other ?
- CHANGRIS for life.

Ok, now I can backstack a little bit. We are in love since we were two little kiddos with dolls in hands. And now we are two adults walking hand in hand. I'm hooked with her past years and will forever be. InshaAllah.  She is one of a kind you can never get enough of. One of her amazing talents is that she can change her mood within seconds. There are times when she asks me the stupidest of questions to which I don't have any answer. I just love her to bits and pieces and I swear if I was a guy I would have surely married her and every time I say this to her she giggles. :)

JAANI, I wish you all the happiness in the world and may you get the best man, cutest kids and a lovely life ahead InshaAllah, Ameen.
You are one of the best things that Allah has bestowed me with. You have always been there for me and together we have shared SECRETS, LAUGHTER, & TEARS.
I am so blessed to have you & I mean it all CHANGRI :*  I am forever grateful to have a chuchhar like you in my life.

Umm honestly I didn't expected that I will  write this much but I just can't stop, this post seems to be never ending to me. Haha
So, now

" I just want to let you know
You mean the world to me.
Only a heart as dear as yours
Would love me so unselfishly.

The many things you've done
All the times that you were there,
Helped me know deep down inside
How much you really care.

Even though I might not say
I appreciate all you do,
Richly blessed is how I feel
Having a changar just like you. "

A very Happy Birthday to you.
I love you so much.
Stay blessed.

Wednesday 13 August 2014

Bubble & Breeze

And I just happened to have my camera handy and my star kid in a good mood. There are moments when an unplanned post makes for itself a little space. I'm not usually the one who clicks and upload, but I am so excited about it that I couldn't wait.
And so here it is. My star kid swinging around, with the summer breeze kissing her cheeks. I see that there exists a certain kind of
freedom in her life, and she is free from all the bonds that society has been treating us with.  I wish for her the best future, and may her smile always stick to her. InshaAllah, Ameen

"You only live once, and if you do it right, once is enough."
- Mae West

Friday 18 July 2014

From the depth of my heart.

While people move on towards life, in a world of sunshine,  I lay alone in the dark shadows of my own world. I lay beneath the moon, in the dark & the emptiness off my stomach is making me sick again. An endless day of bruises and tears. Life's getting harder with no one to share the plate. I feel abandoned.
PHONE ? Where's my phone ?
Just too sick, too tired, too crazy and too willing to die.
Reaching out to my phone but no texts no calls. People do have their own businesses to deal with right ? Yes.
Why would anyone care about my whereabouts ?
Lying in bed in tears wishing someone someday MIGHT care.
With nausea overpowering me again I bid goodbye.

x

Tuesday 15 July 2014

Pray for Gaza !

You all must be aware of all the horrific things happening in palestine.
THIS IS GENOCIDE.
"The people of Palestine are chosen by Allah SWT for Jannatul Firdaus. Allah SWT is calling them back to Him in the blessed month of Ramadhan, because He loves them more than the love a mother has for a child. Allah SWT loves His servant even more than that. Although you see them suffering, its only temporary, they will inherit Jannah FOREVER, what an inheritance! and the murderers, Although you see them rejoicing, they will inherit Jahannam FOREVER...that is the worst inheritance! Can the temporary suffering in this dunya compare to the eternal rejoice in Jannah? We are created into this world only to be tested on our faith, so have faith that Allah SWT is Just and Most Merciful. #PrayForGaza"

THEY MIGHT WIN THE BATTLE BUT THEY WILL NEVER WIN THE WAR.

Sunday 13 July 2014

Lights Camera Action !

Hello Bees,
It's a new start,  a new dream, a new love and a completely new world.
PHOTOGRAPHY presently for me is longing which with the passage of time slowly and steadily is coming true. All that I ever wanted has come to me in one way the other and now here it is MY DSLR to fulfill yet another Shauk of mine that is to click.
You know I always had a picture of me in my mind holding a camera standing amidst the summer crops and gusty wind blowing away my long locks of hair & I, I am completely lost in the love of photography clicking pictures of things I don't really no about. But the beauty is insisting to get clicked or maybe I am clicking because the allmighty wants me to seize his creation.
Oh yes, the name QUEEN BEE the story behind this name is very straight forward just like the bees I am going to buzz around and click pictures not just pictures but yes some amazing pictures. Do Stay in touch to see the new world through my new eyes.
Ah ! That feeling when your dreams are fulfilling cannot be explained well in words or say maybe the writer in me is not so illustrious.
As Mr. Lewis Hine said "If I could tell the story in words, I wouldn't need to lug around a camera."
Similar is the case with me.
I've attached a picture of me holding my camera- the new found love.
The future posts will be in regard with the pictures I click.

Happy watching to you !
Happy clicking to me !

Wednesday 9 July 2014

Ek sawaal.

Abhi tak sawal ye tha 'Aage kya karna hy ?' Lekin aaj jaise kuch naya suna. Wo sawaal jo maine kabhi apne aap se bhi nahi kia 'Aage saath chalna bhi hy ya nae ?'
Zindagi aksar hume ek aise mor par la khara karti hy jaha raahe dhoondhna mushkil ho jata hai. Galiya alag lagne lagti hai mushkilat barr jaate hy.
Naye sawaal uth khare hote hy jinke jawaab hume haasil nae.
Ye zindagi bhi ajeeb khel khelti hy kabhi phoolo ki chadar ura ti hy tw kabhi kaato pe sulaaati hy. Na jaane khuda ko ye khel itna pasand kyu hy ?
Ye mushkile kahi ka nahi chhorti ek bhoot ki tarah sir pe sawaar ho jaati hy.
Kuch cheeze ek aisa niwala ban jaati hy jise na tw thooka jaata hy or na hi nigla.
Ae khuda ye kaisi bari mushkil hy jaha samajh nae aata ki aakhir humari ghalti kya hy ? Ki Ye saza k peeche masla kya hy ?

Ae Allah hume himmat de in raasto se nikalne ki in gehraio se oocha uthne ki. Warna najane ye lehren hume kis sheher le jayengi. Humari madad kar, hume sahi raasta dikha, or agar jaane anjaane humse koi ghalti ho gayi ho tw hume maaf kar. Lekin yu na sata.
Ye dil bara hi nazuk hy agar toot gya tw bikhar jaayega or agar bikhar gaya tw phir jud nahi payega.
Ya Rab madad !

Wednesday 30 April 2014

What did I do wrong?

What did I do wrong ? Loved you for every single second of the day. Waited, while you were busy somewhere or the other. Be there right next to you when you needed me. I'd rather be with you than partying with friends. Talk to you every night just to make sure we are doing well. Bring down my ego, pride everything just to make our relationship work. Every single tear that drops down is for you. What did I do wrong? Why do you have to rip my heart apart all the time while what I do is just for you, to make you happy.

It sucks you know when everything's going fine and suddenly crashes again and the worst part is that I really don't want to put it back together but I have to.
Because Iloveyoumore.

Wednesday 23 April 2014

I miss you best friend.


There's always someone in life who leaves a mark, a mark at our hearts. Sooner or later they keep crossing our minds. And today I miss her yes I miss my best friend who is obviously not that close to me as we were once. So this one's for you baby. I LOVE YOU & I MISS YOU SO MUCH.
So many things in life but still time to think of you and miss you. I really miss the silly arguments and tonts.
Well people let me tell you I was called 'Ms.PHD' only because I always corrected her english like a teacher. Which obviously doesn't make much sense here but actually the point is that I really miss her and my brain is suddenly flooded with our memories the time we spent together the fights we used to have those outings on scooty and foood. I was also called a BHOOKAD because the moment I saw her I was like "bhook lagri hai bohat zor se lag rahi hai" ahaha lovely days.
But there comes a point in everyone's life you have to let go of something or the other and now that she has gone I miss her.
Oh I MISS YOU !

Thursday 17 April 2014

Baby ♥

From changing her diapers to cleaning her nosey I never really had a moment where I felt puky. And she is my baby a delight to watch. Got beautiful eyes, hair, skin. She makes everything appear as fresh, joyful, amazing and brings life to everything she holds.
When I ask her "How can anyone be this beautiful ?" She answers " But I am" (mai hoti hu).
I don't know since when but yes I love kids and spending some quality time with them. They have a certain understanding of things and live a peaceful life. They make things appear in a different manner.   We cannot even imagine their perspective.
Amongst all the children on this planet earth she is my favourite.
She has now developed a habit of clicking herself like me. Her mother's phone is full of her selfies in almost every pose possible.
I wish this bunch of charm a good future and may Allah fulfill all her dreams.
Ameen

Wednesday 16 April 2014

Fish.

I got a fish. She is super cute and swims all around and whenever I put my finger on the big glass jar I got for her she comes closer to kiss my hand.
God has made such wonderful creatures.
She is of orange color and has golden fins.
Fish Fish Fish
I want to be a fish too so that I can easily swim through this rough sea called life & die one day with peace.

Thursday 10 April 2014

It's on my wall !

Another mood off day. Everything seems pale and dull. Something is or was in my mind down somewhere which just came out, out on my wall.
What one unknowingly craves for is freedom. Freedom that let's you live that allows you to do what YOU want to do, that gives you space, a risk that you were afraid to take, and above all it gives you a reason to live, a chance to be YOU. The worth of freedom is only known by the one who gets bounded.
And here it is.

TODAY here ,
TOMORROW who knows.

I might get wings and fly to a distant land have my own world and my own happiness.

#DreamingBig

Hola !

Hola, to the new blog ! 
Planning to share all the little this & that which keeps on befalling from somewhere or the other. Little bit of happiness and a little bit of rolling tears, some jokes and some arguments, trust and betrayal. Treating life like a box of chocolates, eating everything that is coming out of it.  One sweet and the other dark.
And it just occured to me that,
Typing down your thoughts is a completely different instinct than penning them down.

As of now allow me to do some work before this box has nothing more to offer.

Goodnight x